pen-to-paper-bm, Let me go (via wnq-writers)
I always asked myself if it was worse to be broken, or to break another being. The truth is I still don’t know the answer to that question. I am so sorry that I broke you, you said you forgave me but I know it’s too soon for that. I am sorry for the uncomfortable process you’re about to endure called healing. I’m sorry that I have to be absent from your life for quite some time. I am sorry I cannot save you from all of the terrible tsunamis of emotions you will experience. You thanked me for understanding that you need time. The only reason I can truly understand that is because seven months later the person that broke me still finds his way into my thoughts. The bag of all his belongings hasn’t moved from to me, and how the corner of my room since he left me. Some nights I still wake up in the middle of the night after a dream where he was mine again. But you’ll learn to accept it, and the best thing to do is just forget they were ever there, at least for a little while.